Fireduck

1999.08.20

I have arrived....hit me last night as I was chilling in this bed. my bed. I realized that I will be here for quite some time.....it is odd...not going to my home in Reston...where I have lived for the past 7 years or so...now I occupy diffrent space with diffrent rules...will I learn them the easy way or the hard way? How will this change me? What will I have to change? If you look only at your own feet, then you think you are walking alone because you cannot see those next to you. Reminds me of something..I can be really stange in the way I treat people....like if someone approches me after not talking to me a for a decent ammount or time, or someone I didn't know that well anyways, and they act a little diffrent than before, I will treat them as a new person and try to assume nothing about their old self and what I thought I knew. I wonder why I do that. Maybe it is one of those things, I treat others like I want to be treated. If I make a change in myself, I don't want everyone to hassle me about it. It is kinda funny how decent people do for others what they want done to them. Knowing this is a decent communication skill....like if someone gives you a massage without asking, they probably want one themselves. People are people and do people things....normal enough to be comforting but odd enough to be intersting...

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