Fireduck

2001.03.17

I year ago a man named Tom called me out. To call someone out is like saying to them: you man be a man or you may be nothing. If you are a man you will answer me. He called me out. He called upon me to lead. I say it was a year ago because times less than a few years and more than a month blur togather. He called me out, he asked me to lead. Today and tomorrow and every day after I ansewer. It took some time and a return to the scene of the event for me to repsond...but now I do. I respect Tom....becaus he is a man who has his idea of what is right..of his beleifs...but he dosen't force them on anyone...he feels strongly enought that he dosen't have to convince others that he is right...because he knows what he things..and dosen't have to validate it with anyone. So Tom called me out..and I must respond. So I do. I will stand for what I beleive. I will do what I can. And what I can do is alot more than what I have done. I know what I beleive and what I stand for. I stand for the survival of humans...i belive in the power in independant thought...I will fight for it. The people who are willing to tell you what is right and what is wrong are everywhere. They are always willing to tell you how they think. Those how admit that they are children of the universe and dont understand are those who are worth listening to. There is too much to understand...there is no ryme or reason..reality just is...truth, justice, right, wrong...these are all arbitrary concepts taught to you by whoever has an agenda to fill. There is no one truth. There is no one justice. It is what you make of it. I dont know what is right...I don't know what to belive...but I know I haven't heard the answer yet. Lead when you must...act when the you feel you have to...but never assume you know what is going on. No one does..I don't. This place almost got me...it almost convinced me that it is right....but now...only now do I remember what I really know. I know I am smart. I know I can beat any system laid in front of me...I know that I do not need this place to succede...I know I can do whatever I want..and the system cannot control me. Reality is abirtary....and you know it.

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