Fireduck

2002.03.30.22.24.47

Fuck. I have been reading my own web page. That is really what it is here for. I don't give a shit if anyone reads it. It is there for me to learn about myself over time. Anyways, me 15 months ago would kick the ass of me now. I used to be fully of noise and energy. Maybe noise that no one heard, and energy that went no where, but I knew more about life than I think I do now. Now I am regressed and sedated. I pour my energy into my job and my little life... Reading my old writtings, I am proud of who I was. I hope I never forget that. I hope I still have that energy. I never want to not be young and rebelious. That would be like death I think. Except without the easy lack of stimuli or responce...but a morbid living death of repitition and lost meaning. I will not be that way. What I choose is my right.

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