Fireduck

2003.12.15.09.23.15

So little time, so much regression.
I walked to campus and back late last night. That was kinda nice. It was quite cold and windy. That just made it more enjoyable. I made this mistake of reading a scrap of an old email. It reminded me of how much I used to target certain people with my neuroses. To these people, I apologize. I would do it more directly, but one I have no idea how to contact and the other, I told her she would hear no more from me. I intend to keep my word on that. Thinking about all this shows me how close I am to doing the same thing now. It is probably for the best that I know almost zero unattached females. There is no one to focus my particular transference insanity on. The problem with believing you know what you are looking for is that you tend to see where it might not exist.

This is one problem with my nocturnal sleeping patern that I slip into every now and then....so much time for introspection.

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